Too many women = no women

So get this, my entire life I’ve been surrounded by women. In high school I had 27 girls in my class and only 3 guys… that was hell, then in college I had about 25 women in my class and again only 3 guys.  Now, I’m not complaining, but I realize now how that fucked me over, cause I developed some kind of “friend” syndrome towards them. Therefore, I’m really comfortable getting close to women, talking to them, getting under their skin, but for some strange reason, I get stuck in the friend zone. And that’s not only because they put me there, but also because that’s probably how I see myself.

As if I didn’t have enough of them as it is, I started talking to new women, forcing myself to go beyond the friend zone. So, there I am talking to about three women, that I wouldn’t mind dating.

Two of them are really young, so they piss the hell out of me with their “huge dilemmas about life”…the way they dramatize everything, the way they see all kind of life threatening problems in the smallest things… “uuu…nobody understands me, oh my God, I have a broken nail….kids are starving in Africa…” ….. son of a bitch!! Just shut the fuck up!! I don’t want to hear about it… I’m just trying to watch the movie…just…be quiet! Stop breathing! I’m so tired of it.

The third one is older, she’s nice, we talk a lot, but I’m in the friend zone. And I want the honey, but hate the bees that could come out of the hive.

It’s Saturday night, I had plans to see a movie with one of them…she calls 30 minutes ago and she cancels… no reason. Well fuck you then!! With your little dramas and your little crisis…so tonight I’ll just watch the K1 games and that’s all.

I’m pissed!!

later edit: I do have one girl I’m happy to be in the friend zone with. she kinda looks after me… but she’s not a woman…she’s just a really cool person that’s not a guy… (that’s how i see her)